Choices

Many have asked lately where we are in our adoption process so I thought I would give everyone a little update.  Nick and I have been extremely busy with work and church activities that we haven't made it very far.  We have been talking and praying and seeking God's will.  We are still researching agencies to find just the right fit for us.  Hopefully after the month of May our schedules will slow down some and we plan on trying to meet with another agnecy in June.  We are trying not to rush into anything; we are just taking it as it comes.  We don't know when or how God will choose to "grow" our little family but we are faithful that He will in His time.  ( and yes His timing is not near what my timing is).  We've prayed and talked about would we be "ok" as a couple if it remained just the two of us and I feel that if that is God's will then He will comfort us but I feel God will prevail and He will bless us in more ways imaginable.  Yes I have even prayed that if it was not meant for us to have children then He would remove that desire from my heart and so far He hasn't (that was the harest prayer I ever had to pray).  So until the time comes we will be faithful and continue to be thankful for all our many blessings we already have that we don't even deserve.  Thank you all for thinking of us and praying for us.  We love you more than words can express.

Love,
Phyllis and Nick